Losing your Best Friend

I’m waiting at the bus stop
But I’m just here physically
Inside my head I’m miles away
In a place, you were with me

I’ve had a tiring day
But I’ve got nobody I can talk to
I want to call you up and apologize
But you probably won’t want to

Reminiscing about old times
I’m scrolling through pictures in my phone
You meant so much to me
Why have you left me alone?

I want you back, each one of you
Who I so easily let go
I want to share my stories
But I’ve got nobody I can bore

Losing your best friend is hard enough
And it’s worse when you’ve lost more than one
Happy memories kept safely
Only prick you when they return

All of you meant the world to me
Surely you knew that
I cared about you more than you know
That’s why the silly spat

I’ve said I’m sorry
And I’ve even let you go
Please forgive me this time
I really miss you, you know?

Sadly, it’s beginning to pour
And there’s noone to play with in the rain
All I want is my best friends back now
To start all over again

But strangely enough
On the bus ride
An old forgotten school friend
Sat by my side

We talked and talked of so many things
And suddenly I realize
I haven’t lost any friend
My loss is a blessing in disguise

People in our lives are there for a purpose
And when they leave it’s time to let go
To cherish and love those who stay
Is just what we should really know